Song: Want U – Lo-Fi Fnk

I have a Kit-Kat. I have no appetite to eat it. This is appalling.

So, here we find ourselves on Friday night (again) and we’re at home (again) and its slightly boring (again). This past week has basically been like that. I watched a lot of films. Saw Good, Boy in Striped Pyjamas (Don’t talk about that one. Still creeped out. Its not even creepy! Still, freaked me out), Hot Fuzz and Caddy Shack for the first time, as well as re-watching HP2, Driving Lessons and Galaxy Quest. There is probably more, just can’t remember. Wow, a lot of underlining. Ok. Moving on.

Yeah, no, watched a lot of films and rather pleased (got a lot seen that I wanted too). I still need to watch Cashback (Sean Biggerstaff ♥) but I’m a bit reluctant to because of the amount of boobs in the film (don’t want to rent it with parents). I also really want to finish Defiance but I swear to God, if I watch another WWII film, I’ll go psycho. Watched 3 in 2 weeks, 2 in 2 days (both with depressing endings). Fucking hell.

What else can I say about this slow week? All the days have merged together. By about Wednesday I believed it was Friday because I’d spent so much time doing the same thing. Didn’t go out at all. Not sure what I think of that, but I’m pretty sure I broke down at one point. I just don’t think I care any more.

I haven’t been sleeping well, actually. Tuesday night it took ages to fall asleep, and then I woke up in the middle of the night, but managed to sleep like normal. Wednesday night was really bad, I went to bed (finally) at about 12:45am, then woke up at 1:30, 2:20, 2:50, 4:10, 4:30, and then 6:30 (where I got to the point and was like ‘fuck this’ and got up). Last night wasn’t so bad, woke up once at 2:00 and got up at watched a Thai film about a transvestite boxer, and managed to sleep till 11:11am. I’m actually growing a bit anxious about going to sleep because I haven’t been sleeping well and hate waking up in the middle of the night (regardless how pretty my room looks – it gets this gorgeous blue shade). Oh well. What can I do, eh?

School starts up again in 2 days after today. I really don’t want to go back, but I kind of do because I figure if I get busy, I’ll sleep better. Besides, the way I’m like now is pretty sad. But then again, I don’t want to put up with major exams and then Formal… bloody formal. Anything about getting dressed up and having to put up with dates gets me in the shits because girls get so showy about it all.

Ergh, fuck off highschool.