System of a Down – Chop Suey!
I’ve never been friends with Sunday. I’m currently on a self-appointed “lunch break” – today is dedicated to study for Maths. See, on Thursday I have a maths exam. Not cool. Last day of term before 2 weeks holidays. Its also the day of my History exam too, which I’m yet to even study for. I’m just praying Jess can help me with that one.
Besides all that, yesterday I finally went to Broadway in the City. I actually love that mall, and practically was there every day last school holidays, and hadn’t been since them, so yeah. Its weird when you have a connection like that to a place, but whatever. Dillan was dragged/went with me & we saw Get Him To The Greek – not my usual kind of film (I’m not usually big on the whole Jonah Hill/Seth Rogen kind of film [even if Seth Rogen is kind of hot now that he's thin]) but it was alright. Good laughs. Crude laughs, but laughs none the less. I really got tired of the whole emotional sub-plot (spoiler! The lonely, depressed rock’n'roll star who has everything but loves no one is a really overdone and ridiculous plot. /spoiler), it usually annoys me a lot when a film which is basically comedy tries to also be deep and meaningful, its just out of place; I wanted Russel Brand to do something stupid, not try to teach me to respect fans or some shit. Whatever. Its not the worst film I’d seen, and it did make me laugh a lot, so its alright. Tom Felton looked so fit in it, and the surprise!Foxboro Hot Tubs was GREAT, so yeah.
Like always, the rest of the day was spent faffing about. I bought the new IdN magazine (International designers Network), which I won’t let myself read until after exams, but it looks SO GOOD. I think its going to be another magazine which I’ll start collecting; I get Computer Arts on subscription every month, buy Empire magazine every month too, I’m planning on buying No every release too – good thing it only comes out quarterly haha. So now I’ll have four magazines… I’m actually going to save up to buy an Empire subscription, cos I’ll save about 25% if I subscribe, so it ends up cheaper. Just gotta somehow find $45. I am so unbelievably poor now, I often don’t have enough change to eat. Its kind of ridiculous. But meh. Starving artist or some shit.
My mind has not been in the present lately. Its full of things I want to do in the holidays, things I want to achieve soon, even contemplating the past & things like that. This is really bad considering my pending exams. I’m actually not that stressed about maths cos I actually know a lot of the theory, I just gotta practise. And then I feel really guilty if I’m not practising linear functions, but looking up magazine subscriptions or thinking of new layouts or thinking of what I want to do over the holidays or whatever. I mean, you need balance and can’t always studystudystudy (contrary to my fathers beliefs), but I still feel like I should be, even if I know I’ll go insane if I do. These are going to be a tough couple of days, eh? Jesus…
I should go back to studying. I keep reminding myself that this time next week, I would’ve finished my exams, be relaxing and working (possibly) on this site, chilling to new tunes (again, something I’m depriving myself of until after exams) & cheerful. Well, I better be at any rate. All this stress better count for something.

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